Change...
I dont know why, but something has been eating at me for that last few days. I dont let people really know about it, but there are those times that I just feel like the bubble is about to burst and the world seems to be crashing down on me. I just cant seem to explain it. Something bad is coming.
I remember seeing one of the coolest sites before, and I dont think you would quite understand it unless you have seen it, but let me try to explain. I was out in West Texas (okay more of the panhandle) on my way to or from somewhere not really important. Let me illustrate the scenery, the area I was driving through is relatively flat. It is flat for miles and miles. You just see farmland and an occasional house and buildings. I had stopped in a little town to fill up my car and to stretch my legs for a bit, when I looked out towards the western horizon. There I saw the ominous dark clouds of a Thunderstorm as they were making their way east. I went in to pay for the gas and asked the attendant how much time until that storm hit. He had looked out the window towards the west and responded "about a day or so."
I had grown up with the notion that when you saw those dark almost black clouds on the horizon it was time to call it quits cause you maybe if you were lucky had an hour.
Right now, I am at one of those moments. I am filling up at the pump and see the storm clouds forming a ways off, but now there isnt someone here to tell me when the storm is to hit.
It might just be me, but I feel like something is up and coming. A change or something that will throw stuff out of balance for a while.