Random Thoughts
I find that I write things down everyday, not a lot of them make onto the blog. This is more because I find that most of my thoughts end up being random and not really worth noting. But then again, some of the random thoughts are and here I will try to express as many of them as possible.
In late October, I spent most of the last week leading up to the exit poll worrying with weights. This isn’t that hard nor is it that difficult, but it was a long drawn out conversation that I didn’t understand. I spent several days on it, and even spent 5 hours of Election Day working on it. The end result was a little confusion on my part.
All of October I have been having some nagging feelings of things not done. I shrugged it off as part of the mound of homework I haven’t done in a month plus or the calling get to me, but recently I felt that something was off and I decided to investigate.
The feeling I get is that I need a change of venue for while. What does that mean? I more need to get the hell out of Utah for a while. Why? It’s more for my sanity than anything else. So I looked at my list of skill sets and decided that I was going to try to do something far far away. I was thinking Arabia. Its hot and desert-like and I am sure if there was ever a place not to be it would be there.
I note this because I think I am done with the college experience. I am not into it and I find excuses way to easily not to do homework or go to class or anything school related. Ever since Election Day has come and gone, I am ready to be done with this semester and school in general.
Recently I have come up been up to my head in ward-related business and the more I do things the less and less pleased I am with my service in the Church. I spend time and do things to fulfill my calling only to not have others follow thru or even care. I spend time trying to get people to come into interviews and what not, and they don’t even come.
In attempt to get a date with a particular female, I have decided that I am not currently pleased with the ‘dating scene’ here in BYU. In comes in three parts I feel.
First, asking someone out no matter how it is done is a personal thing, it deserves a response that is personal and direct. In my dating experiences, if the girl is going to turn you down, she has never done it over the phone, but rather has come talk to me personally. That was up until recently when for some reason that is an appropriate manner to do it here.
Secondly, I have worked under a philosophy that unless the girl has a diamond on her finger she is available, and even then there’s still a chance about it. None the less, the entire turn down because she seeing/dating this guy for about two weeks is a bunch of crap to me.
Lastly is the summation point here, are all females at BYU such cold-hearted she-devils[there has been some editing for the more sensitive readers]?
Last night, I picked up Nels from the airport and basically said we are taking a road trip to Colorado. Where does this come from, well I need to get the hell out of Utah, I need to clear my head, and I need to find something that doesn’t make me want to hit somebody in the face…
I’m going to Colorado…Wahoo…