Friday Night Boredom
I have discovered that when I am bored or have nothing to do, I tend to drift up to my office on campus and sit. Sometimes that sitting includes reading, but often I can be found sitting looking blankly into a computer screen.
I realize that I could go home and sit there doing nothing, but I am unwilling to do that. In reality, I am writing this as I sit in my office and do nothing. I had the notion of doing something tonight but given that I left it up to someone else [there is something there], I have nothing to do.
I do admit, I could go home, hook up my XBox360, and play; or even use my PC and play WoW, but I don't want to. So I sit here in an all but deserted building on a Friday night reevaluating a plan of mine that failed. I question what went wrong. If others were allowed to answer, their responses would be different than mine, but then again their perspective of the current situation is not the one that I am looking to have expanded.
I was doing pretty good. I had accomplished much this past week and at the same time, I failed where and when it meant something. I like the excuse of introversion. It fits me. In truth there is probably more to it than I let on.
So i think i just wanted to write to note that it is Friday night, I'm bored and I have no solution for it.
~u